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Tuesday, December 04, 2007


it seems like its a ritual for me now that everytime i try to post i start rambling on about how slow blogger is. i mean, i tried on BOTH firefox and IE, but both took forever. ah heck. maybe that's why some people prefer sites like wordpress, livejournal, etc. me, i won't be changing anytime soon, cause i'm a computer idiot and i rely heavily on blogger's user-friendliness. interesting fact for you, i was in my sec school's IT club. sometimes i tell people that i and i can't help but feel like there's a thought echoing out of their mind through their ears and into the surrounding area going "nerd...nerd...nerd...nerd..." i mean, come one, give me a break, i was only in there cause of the cameras, and that's the only reason also as to why i know the people in TP. without playing with the camera's in IT club, i wouldn't have gone into TP's moving images course, thus i'll probably end up somewhere in like, SP or NP, maybe even RP, which is much closer than TP. ah well, why am i talkign about this anyways? i didn't wait 5-10 mintues for blogger to load just to talk crap.

i don't know, but it seems like i've been kinda neglecting my friends in TP nowadays. i hardly have time to go out with them now. yea, sure, it's the holidays, but i still have things to do. i think the people i've REALLY neglected are angie andrea dion jake wendy and etc. i mean, in the past two days i've turned them down twice. today i actually thought i had to do something later on, so i turned down the movie at dion's house. i told wendy i'll be free on wednesday and thursday though. afterwards the thing i had to do was postponed to thursday, so i'm not free then, and just now i jsut got a call, and now i'm not free on wednesday either. sad life.

sigh, shuxian's birthday is tomorrow, and i'm broke. afterwards it's wendy's at 24th, plus, MCR concert on 11dec seems to be so far away now. apparently kezia still haven't got the tickets. dammit, i will never forgive myself if i don't go for the concert. last resort, buying the tickets, and even then, who will i ask to go with me? and what if it's already sold out? damn. sometimes i just wish i had more time. maybe i should learn better time management, ie. stop playing games/going out andreachign home late in the night, and having to wake up late the next day feeling like hell and not wanting to go out. sigh. games can really drain someone. first it was grand theft auto, which kept me up till like, 4-6am in the morning. after i realised waht was happening i decided to back off from the game for awhile. then along came C&C3. damn. if only there was this pill i could take that can give me endless energy, that i don't have to sleep, and it won't affect my eyebags. the other day i was sick and went to school, jill said she couldn't tell when i'm sick, cause my eyebags are dark and thick all the time. haha.

well, i guess that's enough of my rantings for now. next on my to-do list, suck it all up and go through with it.

6:27 PM
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