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Tuesday, July 31, 2007


wow, hundredth post! ahaha, yea, i know abit slow la, but who cares. haha

went for deliverance services on saturday and sunday. it was awesome! strong prescence of the Holy Spirit, and many people, including me, delivered from various things. after this "annual spiritual spring cleaning", i feel that the church will be spurred on to do even greater things! woots!

also, after this service, i have decided to minimise my emo-ness. whenever things like what i mentioned in the previous post happen, i will try my best not to get emo so easily. if you see me being anti-social and looking abit sian, it's cause i'm tired. haha.

at this point i would really like to extend my condolencences to jeremy. hang in there, mate, try not to be too upset about it, it was inevitable in the first place, and probably part of God's plans. don't worry, it's not like you won't see her again :)

hmm, feel that i really need some discipline. i have work due tomorrow, but not even started yet, but still here blogging. pro right?

oh man, cell group leader sick. haha, must pray for her. alright, guess i'll stop blogging, and try to start working.

1:23 AM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Saturday, July 28, 2007


finally watched transformers on tuesday. yea, i know abit slow, but who cares, i watched it. now i know why everyone's so crazy about bumblebee, although i feel sorry for the guy voicing him. the character appears so often throughout the movie, and is possibly the autobot you sympathize with the most, but yet he only gets two lines in the whole movie, "permission to speak, sir," and "i wish to stay with the boy." sad.

man, the problem's getting out of hand. i know i can just give up on it and be done with the problem entirely, but it's just that it's so hard. best friend, help!!!

you won't even talk to me much, you don't look me in the eye most of the time, i try to help you as much as i can, and yet all i get is one-sentence replies. really hurts. i don't see you doing the same to someone else. why are you so bent on avoiding me?

ah man, didn't wanna get emo. well, welcome to my head. that's what goes on most of the time. the same problem, over and over again. damn it, feel so frustrated sometimes.

i don't really have anything else to say now. that issue got me going emo again.

ARGH!

12:52 AM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Monday, July 23, 2007


man, the past week had been a tiring one. staying back late in school, even staying over at jem's house for one night just so we could reach so school early. i must, say, i'm quite proud of myself. all glory to God for His strength. and for those who prayed for me, thanks alot!

even though i couldnt print out my work in time, the lecturer gave me a grace period. only need to hand it in on monday, so i'm installing my printer to my laptop now. why now, and not earlier? you ask, well the the answer is that i just got my harry potter book! woots. only halfway through though, had to go to cell group and service, but the story so far is fantastic. just wish it wasn't so short, should be like Order of the Phoenix. yea, it may be draggy, but hey, it's THE last book. sad to see the harry potter legend just dying out after so many years of popularity. maybe this was how readers in the past felt about Lord of the Rings, when the last book got published. wonder what the next big series will be. at least harry potter isn't like enid blyton's series, about that bunch of kids. never ending, i tell you. i have some of the books, but never read them. was passed on to me by relatives. great way to get rid of their junk, huh, just dump them to some random sibling with young kids, giving the excuse that it's for their own education, and the parents can save money by spending less on such things.

don't know if there'll be class tomorrow. going anyways. at most i slack at lounge or something. besides, i need to pass my lecturer my work. gonna be in school till 6, and if there's no SA meeting, since nothing is announced, then go home, or slack around. haha. nothing else to say, just ending here. good night.

12:41 AM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Monday, July 16, 2007


it's 4 o'clock now. why's is it significant for me to blog at this time? well, because it's 4PM! wahaha. seriously need to cut back on the late night activities. except if it's for the cell group, which i wouldn't mind :)

oh. i'm not sure if i mentioned this before, but my cell group multiplied! basically it means we got big enough to split up and form a new cell group on our own. i'm under jessica! not that i didn't know that before the names were announced. haha. i wouln't mind being under either jess or zhi peng, just that from the moment my previous cell combined with w376 jess took me under her wing, almost immediately. so, like she said, i'm gonna press in to her life and "seep out" all the annoiting from her. haha. w450. we're called that now. haha, i went from w330 to w376 to w450 in a relatively short time. hmm.

also, bestfriend got into the same cell as me. again, i knew that before the names were announced, seeing that she was the first person i asked jess about when she hinted to me that we were multiplying. so, we're in the same cell all the way! yea! sadly though, weijian stayed with zhi peng. actually he was the only one that i was sad about not being in the same cell as me. didn't tell him that, but i actually had to hold back some tears that day. ah well, it's not like we won't see each other again. late night dinners with wj and sharon is only a sms away! haha. hmm, is it "a sms" or "an sms"? maybe this is the same as "an honoured guest". hmm.

ok, my workload is overflowing now. i have to:
a) do a A2 (can you believe it? A2!!! curse them all!) drawing with the theme "man and anything"
b) do two more drawings on my sketchbook, since the rest are all crap and i ned to boost marks
c) do my kinetic art crap
d) do the final assignment for 3d Art, which i'm making a 1metre dustbin sculpture covered in rubbish, out of wire. sounds easy? it's not.

man, i was supposed to go to school today, but i was just too tired. chiong too much for the past few days, now tired le. and by chiong i don't mean chiong homework. yea.

all Christians reading please pray for me! for strength, for dexterity in fingers when manipulating the wires, for guiding in my hands as i draw, and most of all, for good results in all the above-mentioned work.

gonna go do some praying myself. haha, cya.

3:55 PM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Thursday, July 12, 2007


i'm eyeing a new phone. sony ericsson w850i. was thinking about it after i lost my phone and played around with betty's. i love the buttons, so easy to press! best of all, unlike cybershot, no joystick! in my past two phones, the first thing that spoilt was the joystick. can see how rough i am. haha. quite user friendly also, and, it's a slide phone, meaning i can do something else besides twirling the phone when i'm bored :)

i didn't exactly know the name of the phone, until zilah suddenly started recommending me phones in the morning (i asked about what good phones there are in my msn nick). told her i wanted SE, not nokia, she say w850i, checked it out and voila, i knew the name of the phone. if i'm getting it, i'll get black, so won't be mixed up with betty's, although shawn also has the black one -_-

can't get enough of the buttons. haha, i was telling betty about how nice they were too press while i fiddled around with her phone in class.

JY: i like your phones, the keypad very nice
betty: oh, then you take the keypad lor
JY: *stare at her with blank expression*

haha.

decided to do a dustbin for finall assessment in 3d art. at first wanna do it for fun, then lecturer say must be inspired, so i say my inspiration is saving the planet, a la Live Earth. i damn zai right? even before i get "inspired" i know what to do liao. haha. good thing i was the first to say that. after me there were like 3 or 4 people who talked about climate change and global warming. haha.

getting better with drawing essentials, although i'm still not gonna touch it after i get past this module if possible. at least i know i'm not the only bad one in class. there's still people like natalya. well, guess we're in the same art-deprived boat. at first when she said she thinks she is the only person in class whose drawing is crap, i didn't believe her. when i saw her work i was like "woah, ok i believe." of course i didn't tell her that. not very qualified to. haha. so far i'm most satisfied with my "treehouse" in 3d art and the self-portrait in drawing essentials. it actually looks like me! well, from an angle. at least almost everything is in proportion, not too bad. haha.

getting more and more emo nowadays. seriously need to sleep more. but sometimes things happen, or you see things, and you can't help but get emo, even if you woke up after hibernating for 3 months. man, don't understand how it can get to me like this. only person i confided in is, of course, my best friend. some people actually mistaken min and i for a couple. during a drawing essentials exercise outside class, min was nice enough to come down from the lounge to accompany me, and after she left the two lecturer/helpers immediately came over and asked, "you're girlfriend left already ah?" told them is not girlfriend then they reply, "then what, your scandal? (for the uninclined, "scandal" is an inside joke in TP)" i always thought we looked more like siblings, although i have no idea why people always say i'm the younger one even when they don't know our age. haha

on a happier note, i watched die hard 4.0! not sure if i mentioned this before, like i said, lack of sleep. it ROCKS!!! no matter what min or jem say, it rocks!
i--l_ (x_x) _l--i
supposed to be the "rock on" sign. ah well. superb show. i watched one of the earlier ones, can't remember which one, the one in the plaza. that was not bad also. but this one is great! bruce willis was born for the role. or he made the role his own, i don't know. loved the way he laughs after he kills the opponents who give him alot of trouble. like some small kid whose teacher took his side when he complained about another kid. as in, not the way he laugh, but the reason behind him laughing. the co-star was, not that bad, but not as good either :)

tired. dont know why i'm online. ah well. cya

12:28 AM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Wednesday, July 11, 2007


won't blog for long, gotta rush work. spent the last few hours watching michael jackson videos on youtube. wah, he damn zai man. haha.

today the class celebrated shermin's birthday and leon going into NS. jem and i went to tampines mall early in the morning to buy their presents. went out of my house with 50 bucks, came home bankrupt. sigh.

saw leon with his present hairstyle for probably the last time today. on friday or soon afterwards it's gonna be all gone. wonder how it'll feel like. gonna miss him. such a waste, study for 1 and a half block then have to go NS.

presently using my old nokia 3230. it's my bro's although i used to have the same model. i'm only using it cause he can't bring a camera phone into NS. in the process of retrieving lost contacts. do sms me and tell me who you are to lemme know, k? especially all my sec school mates. damn, i've got too used to sony ericsson phones. now i take ages to send messages. keep hitting the wrong buttons. instead of space become capital letter.

aite, gonna go do my work now. sian.

3:53 AM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Monday, July 09, 2007


lost my phone. CYBERSHOT!!!! argh! sian la...

left it at the bus stop near my house. only realised when i reached the interchange, so i took the bus back again, and found out, it was gone. went home, called my phone, no one picked up, then went to cancel the line. don't know how to tell my parents. they're in genting now, and i don't wanna tell them, later spoil their holidaying mood. wonder what their reaction will be.

the thing i "xing tong" over is not the phone, but all the pictures and the contacts. have to go slowly recover them. sian.

ARGH!!!

now in school, finished with my wire work. made a guy holding a sword. okok la, not that bad looking. think i'm actually improving in my arts and crafts. haha alright, think i'll run for now.

5:35 PM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Friday, July 06, 2007


is there anyone still living and breathing that hasn't watched transformers just 7 days after its release in singapore? damn.. haven't been to the cinema in a long time...

cell group in 17 hours. i have an idea of some of the people who will be with me, but, hey, surprises do happen. wonder what our new cell number would be. w777? haha, if really got that super anoited. haha, hit the jackpot le.

i'm so bored right now...

lalalalalalalalalala...

i must be really bored to be thinking about this, but i wonder what it'll be like to be with someone. kinda pathetic, 16 going on 17, single all the way. haha. like i said. i'm really bored.

so hot now... sian... leon's leaving us soon!!! damned NS... he's still taking his freaking diploma... bunch of stiff-necked imbeciles.

i'm bored. going off now.

2:24 AM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Tuesday, July 03, 2007


damn. 2am in the morning and i still have to rush assignments. i barely touched my work since the last time posted. still got 8 more drawings of people and many many boxes to draw.

have you heard "the way i are" from timbaland yet? man, another great song. much better than just going "umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh..." , although that is fun to irritate people.

man, i should really start getting my ass down to my work, but i STILL don't have any mood to do. maybe it's because it's drawing. i HATE/DESPISE/ABHOR/RESENT art. what the hell do i have to learn to draw for? if its for storyboards i could hire someone to do it in future. hell, steven spieldberg uses stick figures in his storyboards (or is it george lucas? can't remember)! drawing essentials my ass. it's not even essential. why, of all the choices, do i get both 3D art and DrawEss in the same block? then next block, only one module, Ideation, will be damn slack la. sian. next month got any nice movies meh...

i would like to now take this time to wish yuting a HAPPY 17BIRTHDAY!!!

sian, all so old one. sometimes i wish i would be born earlier. only one of my birthdays has ever been celebrated with friends. even last year my former cell group didn't celebrate for me, maybe cause they forgot. the main problem with it is that my birthday is so freaking late! everytime birthday is holiday -_- i don't ask for much, don't need presents or stuff, but at least some friends to hang with. damn, i'm whining about the same things i did during my last birthday. that was the only one i ever had celebrated with friends. it was a "double whammy", me and zilah together, the dec 15 babies. yea! haha, zilah if you read this, this year must celebrate again! can ask kinah also, the dec 14 girl. haha.

damn fringe keeps irritating me. but what can i do, i'm waiting for it to grow out. damn... maybe when i'm in my third year i'll start cutting it shorter and shorter so that when i enter NS everyone won't be so surprised to see my new hair. did you know that after the first 3 months basic training you can leave your hair out, as long as it doesnt touch the collar or your ears? nothing is said about the fringe, so leave it out till it reaches the waist, and we'll have samara (zhen zi) in army uniform, holding gun. the ring will never be the same again. haha.

well, guess i'm gonna go finally get a start on my work. i'm outta here.

Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
(I'm about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?)
I don't need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are

kinky lyrics, aren't they? thats why i love it. hahaha

2:23 AM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Sunday, July 01, 2007


won't blog much. i have to draw 30+ boxes from 3 different perspectives and 10 drawings of people with the topic on mood. AND i saw the harry potter 4 vcd which most probably my bro bought, so i will be watching that, and suffering late into the night. good news, no school tomorrow, since its a monday. bad news, SA called for a meeting at 6 tomorrow, so i can't go celebrate yu ting's birthday. sian.

i freaking lost my wallet 2 nights ago. left it on the bus. next day need to take cab to school since APEL started at 9 and i woke up at 8.13. $17.50! but i used my parent's money so, ah well. after APEL went to tampines mall with half the class to have breakfast at mac and walk around. then in the end left me, betty and jem to roam the place. betty was meting her friend dina (i think) to go swimming, so jem and i accompanied them to the swimming pool, not because we are perverts but because we had nothing to do and hey, we could watch their bags so they'd have free "lockers". turns out, we reached the swimming complex a half hour after it closed for the day due to some reasons best known to themselves, so we ended up slacking at mac again until it was time to go for church. jem tagged along and the four of us went to expo together. when we arrived, betty and dina went to sit with their cell groups, and i called my members to find out i'm supposed to book 15 seats for everyone when it was already less than an hour before service starts. got the worst seats (choir side sloped, only can see from the side) and waited for everyone. turns out they were still at bukit batok. held the seats for as long as could before i had to give them up. imagine, service started and one whole row was empty save for jem and i. after that the others went and got other seats. such a waste la, with two of us only we could have got much much much much much much much much much better seats. come late also can late until like that one. but nevermind, i'm nice, i forgive them.

after service, went plaza sing for dinner, then go home. haha. turns out someone found my wallet and returned it to my home with everything still inside. praise the Lord for honest people who bother enough to deliver my wallet up to my doorstep instead of dumping them at the mrt control station's lost and found.

gonna go now. harry potter is calling out to me, however crappy the movie is compared to the book.

1:38 PM
And through it all, the rise and fall...