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Wednesday, February 28, 2007


i ahte the feeling of being left out.

be it of conversations, outings, gatherings, or even some small, simple matter. i just hate that feeling.

yeah, you might say it's my problem for getting left out in the first place, but i never said i blamed anybody except myself. all i'm saying is, i just hate that feeling.

being left out twice now out of something that's supposed to be a "friends" thing, i just feel as if... nevermind. you'll probably say that it's my fault again for not joining in more. as if i needed any of that.

being alone is a weird situation to be in. when you're walking with a group of friends, and you're left at the back, walking alone, with no one to talk to, you feel as if everyone can't be bothered to talk to you. when someone actually starts talking to you, sometimes you can't wait for that person to shut up, so you can enjoy the peace of being alone. like i said, weird. at least for me.

it's not as if i love the fact that i'm anti-social, just that sometimes it's better if i'm left alone. guess it depends on the situation. but the side effect is that now, i'm used to being left alone, and that kinda sucks.

and right not, you're probably thinking this is just another emo post by another person too emo for their own good, and ignore the contents. like i care.

like i said, i'm used to it.

7:26 PM
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