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Friday, November 24, 2006


friendship is a fickle thing, ain't it.

how do you actually define friendship?

one moment it could be all nice, hanging out with your friends, joking, reminiscing about the past, poking fun at each other...

the next moment, you'll be left out of every single freaking thing.

gatherings, movies, trips to the beach, or even things like going to work or school together. occasionally you get the invite, or maybe one of them feels bored, and the other's aren't around, so you get to be the "lucky" stand in.

this isn't true friendship at all.

these days, people use the term "best friend" too easily. they think that if they are closest to that person, that person is their best friend. notice that it's "friend" and not "friends". you can only have one best friend, and you must also be certain that you are also that person's best friend. at least that's how i define it.

i haven't had a best friend in a long time, like, 2 years. all my close friends probably already have their best pals, and it isn't exactly polite to ask someone face to face if he/she is your best friend. but not having one isn't such abad thing. i still have a friend whom i can talk to on the phone for a long time, share our experiences without fear of it being discussed with other people. that person probably know's who he/she/it is (i was kidding about the "it"). honestly to tell the truth that person is the one i'm closest to. but, he/she already has his/her best friend, so, ah well...

hmm, overall my post seems pretty negative, huh. but it's really up to those who read it to decipher if i really am pissed about something, if anything at all. if you don't know what i mean, then just ignore everything and take this as a lesson on choosing friends. for those who do know what i mean, well, i don't really have to say anything, would i?

let's just say that the "group" only had 3 members to begin with. ciao.

9:35 PM
And through it all, the rise and fall...