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Friday, November 23, 2007


finally can blog. took me like, an hour to load this blogging page. seriously, i need a better desktop AND laptop. not that i use the desktop much anyways.

doing my animation work now. was done with maya at like 9pm+, but it's still rendering, like, 349/500 pics. gonna be a long night. after this i still gotta put it in flash, then animate another thing. cant do it without the maya file.

there's still the journal, but ah heck.

there'a a GL meeting tomorrow. attendance is compulsory, but it clashes with the church prayer meeting! took me a long time before i decided to go the prayer meeting. was actually considering calling jess and telling her i can't make it in time. sigh. God will help. He helped me get in, He'll help me through. you might think, big deal, lots of people got in the GL tryouts, but you should have seen my interview. sigh... well, if they kick me out for not attending, then ah well, at least i won't kill my throat twice in the span of three months. with the breakaway camp coming up right before the GL camp, i'll definitely lose my voice. then i got 1 month to recover, before the Freshmen Orientation Camp in february which lasts 6 days. another good thing if i don't get in is that i'll be able to concentrate on my course's project 1 next year.

357 frames. long way to go. its like, taking 45 seconds to render one frame now, compared to 19 seconds just now. sigh.

i'm tired, but not even half way done with my work. God help me.

good news is, after tomorrow, or today, if you look at it, no more animation (probably) for me!!! unless i fail this module and have to retake it next year. then i'll be really upset. ah well.

12:32 AM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Friday, November 16, 2007


i'm in school at this late hour. screw animation! i hate this module!!! argh!!!! God, help me. i've been staring at the screen for the past few hours and stoning. and the jam and hop is going on now and i don't think i can go. screw this. screw everything. argh!

i could go on and on about how much i hate animation. i didn't sign up for this, i wanted video! screw this. i can't draw, i can't paint, i can't do anything! give me back my video camera! i'll shove this computer down the lecturer's throat. hmm, maybe not alan, ronald, hmm, hard to say.

the whole room is empty except for me and two of my classmates, one of them is watch youtube videos, the other is making some sortta progress with her animation. i have the Flash cd with me, so i can go home and do it all. so what am i doing here? good question. screw this, i'm out.

7:22 PM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Wednesday, November 07, 2007


hmm, just blogging for fun again. ok, maybe not fun, boredom.

damn late, i wanna sleep. ahaha, but at the same time don't feel like also.

bro bought transformers DVD, watched it yesterday. damn shiok. haha.

this is pure randomness.

i love MCR SO MUCH!!!! kezia won the 98.7fm contest and has 2 free tickets, hope she brings me :)

sigh. Job is so sad. Job, as in, Job (j-oh-b, not job), the guy in the bible. yea, i'm reading his book in the bible now, and good thing i know in the end it's gonna be alright :) oh, did you know that the book of Job talks about dinosaurs? haha, betty told me that long ago, can't remember when. came across the verses by chance a few days ago. haha.

ah well, gonna go off now. cya

2:54 AM
And through it all, the rise and fall...

Saturday, November 03, 2007


ARGH!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WALAOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IS THIS!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO bored.

11:43 PM
And through it all, the rise and fall...