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Monday, August 20, 2007


no idea what i wanted to post, actually. just came here for the sake of coming here. joyce meyer service was great, i'm gonna live life to fullest, seize the moment, and love people more! haha.

hmm, the guy waaaayyy downstairs is trying to mess around with my mind. trying to make me think i'm not worth much. just like, a few minutes ago. for a while i entertained those thoughts, but then praise God, i remembered, i'm worth the life of the Son of God, i'm worth that much in God's eyes, so all these self-pitying thoughts, i rebuke you! haha, i found that when i blog prayers, and proclaim them, they seem more effective. hmm, well, this will be a prayer-blog then!

God, thanks for everyone, all my friends, even people i don't get along with, thanks for putting me where i am today, with the people i'm with. thanks for all the people with major influences all over my life, like a particular girl whose height i always make fun of. thanks for leading me through so many obstacles to where i am now. thanks for the many obstacles i know will come, but that i also know i will overcome them all with You. truly Lord, greaters is He who is in me than he who is the world. i thank you for all the blessings You poured down over my life, and all the other blessings that will continue to come. Lord, let me not worship worship itself, not worship the blessings, not worship the places of glory you've brought be to, but let me worship You, the Blesser, the Redeemer, the Name above all names. let me out You first in all my life, denying myself but picking up the cross and running after You. i will not be tied down by dark thoughts. i will not be tied down by circumstances. i will not be tied down by the one who only comes to steal, kill and destroy, but got, i will overcome them, because in You i have found strength, because You are my Source. thank You Lord, for everything, truly, thank You, for always being there, even though for the better part of my life i never knew it, but now that i do, i thank You for Your great love. i know that even if the world despises me, even if i have no friends, even if people forsake me, backstab me, lie to me, curse me, persecute me, i will always have a Friend, who will stand by me always, carry me on in times when my legs lose strength, in times when i have no will to carry on, all i have to do is reach out, and You will pull me through. thank you Jesus. today i don't ask for anything, be it need or want, but all i want to do is to thank You, and to praise You. truly Jesus, You are my life. thank you. Amen.

hmm, i think everyone should see this: http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ee73e63418003b47d7d5 it really shows what the true nature of God is like, how He created us to be in a constant relationship with Him, but because of the lures of the world, we have drifted away, causing Him great pain, and how He continually tries to draw us back to Him, but we ourselves don't care, being too caught up by the things of the world, to the point that it overwhelms us and we feel like giving up, but when we realise what's wrong we try to go back to Him, but are pinned down by the world, until He can't take it anymore and steps in to intercede for us, fighting everything we thought we could never overcome, greed, lust, self-mutilation, alcoholism, whatever, and setting us free from bondage. really, if our God is for us, then who can be against us?

hmm, maybe i will have turned off some readers by this point. mabe some of them have skipped all the way to the end, not wanting to hear what i have to say. if you have read all the way, i applaude you, but seriously, it doesn't matter whether you read or not. like i said in the post before, my God is a cool and hip Dude, who reads blogs. so this post, this blog, this blogger, this life, is dedicated to Him, and Him alone. Hallelujah.

12:25 AM
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