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Monday, August 20, 2007


hmm, not much to say today. had a class at 9am in the morning, but i ponned it. some people maybe go "what the hell?! JY, the guy who never pon a single day of class, was only late for school not more than 3 times in secondary school, rarely or never ponned CCA or remedial, the JY we all know and love and hate and love to hate, ponned class?! well, welcome to my life.

so early sia. have a feeling this won't be the last time i pon this class, what's more, i live all the way in the west and study all the way in the east, meaning i have to wake up like 6.30 everyday for four weeks after being used to waking up only around 8.45 for a few months. some people say, "sleep in MRT lor, no big deal." go ahead, try sleeping when squeezing on board a train with thousands of other people, then when the crowd starts to thin, you can stand there and hope for people to leave the train so you can take their seats, only to be thwarted by that kiasu aunty who practically shoved her way through. the best that can happen is that when everyone alights at city hall or raffles place, then i can maybe find some seats, but hey, it's only like, what, 15 minutes? go any longer and i'll overshoot bedok.

went for the 3pm class, and those that went for the earlier class said i missed out alot. yeah, well, who cares, i'll catch up sooner or later. Digital Media Fundamentals. it's problem based learning, like RP, except we can't go online to check answers. jem made a comment about panic! at the disco, after which i did something stupid and we both laughed our asses off. it was like, so totally random, it just came to my head s plit second after he mentioned the band. hard to explain what i did, but i can show you if you ask me.

didn't really talk to or look that person in the eye for the whole day, and i don't think that person actually minds. in fact, i think that person feels totally fine about it. hmm, i'm not saying that i'm petty or stuff, but i feel that if someone doesn't like me, i shouldn't force my prescence on them, so if they want to talk and come to me i'll chat them up, but if they don't, well, i guess i'm alright if they're alright. but something interesting i noticed; it's amazing how some people can treat you like you don't exist, but only when you're upset do they ask you what's wrong. kinda weird, isn't it? hmmm...

went for SA meeting after class. damn super duper long. i was seated at one side, XX was seated at the other, and we didn't look at each other either. like i said just now, i'm alright if the other people are alright. only went over to the other side to talk with Raj and gang. we didn't even say bye, or hi, for that matter. ah well, it's time to forget any feelings i've ever had in the past.

met up with bestfriend after that. so so so so so so so so so sorry min, i made her wait for like, 1 hour plus for my meeting to end. she was still nice enough to accompany me to west mall to get a shirt changed. and guess what, there i bought a pair of jeans and a jacket! woots, that's like, 3 items down from the shirt/jeans/jacket/shoe list, although i wouldn't mind having that leather jacket from far east. it's not real leather, but its looks sure kick ass. now maybe i have to get a new belt, or just a buckle, and the rock star look will be complete. muahahaha. oh, some accessories too. haha, it's like a whole new wardrobe makeover. haha, well i guess people around me would say i had it coming. oh, i need new specs! i lost mine... and i also need to know how to style my hair properly. it's like, refusing to do my bidding. not that it ever completely listened, but now, it's like on strike or something. maybe i should wake up 1 hour earlier everyday, bathe, let the hair dry, then start styling, cause my hair will be flat otherwise. or maybe i should train myself to sleep on my belly, face down, hair facing the sky, and not pressed down.

la la la la, la la la la, JY's world....

11:54 PM
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